Sunday, October 3, 2010

Sorrow and Frustration

Sorrow and Frustration

Summon tears everyday - for oneself it is pity - for others compassion
This life is a view from a Spider’s Web - waiting for Mistress Death’s return

The custom of grasping     The grasping of custom    A circle of knots

Ah to let go and wander body-less through this maze - Illusion

Logistics block the way like threshold guardians
Hope and excitement piper the Fool along
Longing keeps him steady and determined
Ecstatic Mind his lucrative goal

Once again in the Prickly Bush  - Same Olde Song and Dance - So Sad
Emotional pricks pierce the mind of anger
Harsh words fall like toxic rain
Time again to start over
Each little lesson an eternity
The demons depression and pity lurk and circle like ravens eyeing carrion

Wounds fester into who knows what
Too long since we’ve looked into the Mirror
Be not afraid of thine own face - there is bound to be a hero somewhere therein
Doom is our destiny   Let us embrace Her
Mood is the changing Tide   We can only Edit our Mind
A Diet of relaxed attention. Perhaps then we could do OM

An attacker at every turn   How can I unite sleepiness and vigilance?
How can I reach beyond the Weather’s grip?
Even knowing methods and techniques there is the inertia that separates
Ideality and Reality seem unacquainted
The king and the peasant are One

The bashful feign strength in their smug quietude
The bold fools few scuff up their faces
Ruffled feathers settle down
What was once dire and immediate is now a casual shrug
Poison and Wisdom intermingle
Each moment an opportunity?
Or each moment an opportunity lost?

I fall. Face in the Mud. A groveling disgruntled child
Lured again into the same trap
Pulling an endless habit trail alongside me
Sometimes we forget to remember
Other times we remember to forget
What to keep and what to lose and When
Like flower and fruit in Seed
In Thought there is Word and Deed

The Sages say there is the possibility of Escape from this Madness
I Wonder. Shame fades again to a Shrug and Getting on with Life.

The Fool Moon rises as the Wanderer falls into the Abyss

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