Saturday, September 24, 2011

Skin Face Language Dance

Skin Face Language Dance

Our walls are fortresses to which we can fall back after forays to the wall of the commons        
   and the fortresses of others.

Our clothing, our skin, our mating garb flails about us as we dance for our friends
Check this out! Love me, for my dancing can engage your mind in the wondrous
   illusion of entertainment.

One another we entertain, we feign, with craving and grasping minds we seek and reach
The maddening roar of the whore, futuristic and polytheistic
Sampling gods and lovers under temples and covers
Promiscuity for mere gratuity of experience

We each a center tethered to our mates tarred and feathered
Hiding in jesting and gesturing as we fear boredom and duty

The cult of me is free to be free of the cult of me
We shrug all smug and long and pretend to be snug as a bug in a rug
But we are lost and swayed by hopes and fears and time’s fade
And we suck, we are stuck, and we don’t seem to give a fuck
Secrets, some safe and some longing to be revealed
Our strip tease may only appease the frantic unease
Tit for tat and the smell of a rat
But this lame confetti is just so petty

Whirl with me Oh Ecstasy but gingerly
For to prefer the state of purr is to defer to find the ease of mind
Oh sickly quest and sickly rhyme
Purge me of this grisly grime
Words fail me, words impale me
We seek to know them, we seek to show them
Dance with me we say for then our trance will be OK

Ghosts we all become after we cross the boundaries of the energy levels
Shells of the dead litter the realms as the very matter within them
Meanings lost in the anxiety of variety

Longing to hurl the cloak and go within
And dwell at length between thoughts

Wednesday, September 21, 2011

Buddha Just Sits

Buddha Just Sits

Buddha just sits
Bodhidharma just stares at the wall
Nowhere to go
No one to meet
Nothing to do

We have duty and all under it
Only if it could be just that
But we want more
We suspect other universes to explore
Yet ignore that which is most near

Tricked by our own tendencies to defy reality as it appears we seek more

So many words unsaid
Faces unmasked
Deeds undone

Buddha just sits as storms come and go
Birth and death unravel and lives arise, abide, and dissolve
All we can do is watch
Yet we can watch more closely than before without the distractions of hope, fear, and
   longing
Only the moment, only the bare necessities need remain

No glory, no horror
Only Zazen

Thursday, September 15, 2011

Gaze Upon Signs and Fools, Indeed, Signs and Fools

Gaze upon Signs and Fools, Indeed, Signs and Fools

Grandmother hides behind the hill and peers out at me
As I fall back in surprise at the boldness of her full gaze

Sun Time and Moon Time appear and entangle
Running fast I chase the Wheel but still come up short
The charioteers of time hide in the rhythms that only seem to define time as motion
But time remains undefined, the real and the imaginary mingle and disappear into
Possible Universes

Lo and Behold she reappears as a sacred gem adorning a cozy valley
Radiant and Splendid
Calling out to the worldlings to Gaze
Gaze through the Eye of the Moon Needle
Protector of Earth she circles in variable vigil
Bathing in the Nocturnal Sunlight

The Fool on a Limb sets out on a Quest to Seduce Change
Struggling to Tame a Longing Mind he offers Theatrical Folly
But the Stage is Illusion and the Stageless of the Everyday is Ever the Show of Life
So Enter the Temple of Duty, Task, and Home Art with Bold Calmness
Undo the Fetters of longing and neglect
Cease to pry apart the Sacred and the Mundane that long to entwine
Bear a cautious smile and work the work of aeons

Demons cry for time and we give them poison
Then we see that it is we who crave poison and to we we gave poison
Tricked by Unawareness and the clever sorcery of our habit of me
Time reveals this folly as we shirk from impending imbalance
Perhaps the Ferocious Death Chi can work for our release from these bonds
Be then Awake and Undaunted

Time rises, Time roars, Time sighs, and eventually Time sleeps
Wisdom watches and learns to harness the circles
Then may journeys be resonant and synchronous and spontaneously present
Deeper Wisdom knows beyond cycles
May the quiet settled night find you gazing with awareness and one-pointed joy
As the Gem of Autumn rains down cooling rays of imagined worlds
Peace In